d******e…

…okay, there is a private post from july 12, 2017. that is half of what i have been trying to write. it’s nothing great or special, just part of what i’ve been trying to write. i’m so sorry that it has taken me so long…it doesn’t mean that i don’t care…because i do!!

…okay, so the password is the name of the larger of your two dogs. Starts with a capital letter…the rest are lower case. the email will be sent shortly.

this is the link to the private post from july 12, 2017.

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things i keep telling myself…

…tomorrow is a new day…

…no one knows what the future holds…

…remember, you’re a shitty mindreader…

…age is a state of mind…

…you still get carded…

…where there’s a will, there’s a way…

…patience is a virtue…

…good things come to those who wait…

…the juice was worth the squeeze…

…nothing ventured, nothing gained…

…you’re good enough, you’re smart enough and dog gone it…people like you…

…keep going…just a little further…

…love yourself and others will love you too…

…you’re a good catch…

…protect your heart…

…listen to your gut…

…open your eyes…

…be grateful for all that you have…

…be kind…

…give of yourself…

…listen, before you speak…

…you can have what you want and you will…

…keep working your plan, you will achieve your dreams and accomplish your goals…

…wake up…

…this is your life…

…take responsibility for yourself…

…continue to do the work…

…don’t burn bridges…

…don’t settle…

…be open to possibilities and magic…

…keep an open mind…

 

not today…

…keep your idiotic guffaws to yourself…

…my god stifle your mynah bird chatter…

…please, r*****d…i can’t hear “and death”…one more time…

…stop moving your ginormous, dirty, black feet around in my field of vision…

…it’s none of your business how many times and with whom…

…no my therapist won’t “do you” and neither will my friend…

…no one is staring at your package…
…please keep your scary, “fox news opinions” hidden deep within…

…keep your balls scrubbed and their stench away from me…

…don’t ask, “what’s cold in the fridge,” check it yourself, exercise you old goat…

…no…i’m not watching it…you are on your own…

…keep telling yourself that you’re the nicest guy that you’d ever like to meet…

…i’m not allowing you to fuck with my mind or emotions…

…i will not continue to sit here and listen to you lie to me with impunity…

…not today…today, you are on your own disgusting, old man…deal with it…

just waking up…

…i tried to stay up as long as i possibly could last night…

…i wanted to hear about the combative, drunk lady, with .228 blood alcohol concentration…

…i was curious to know about people’s reactions to the website…

…i just wanted to listen and not have to say anything. i am so tired of hearing myself talk about nothing of importance…

…i am inspired by new ideas that surround me and my plan moves forward…

please know…

…that when something is important…

…when it means so much to me…

…each and every detail…

…every letter, every word…

…the texture of the paper…

…the color of the ink…

…the reflection of the foil…

…every line of corny text…

…every directionally, conflicting nuance…

…every image chosen…

…has a very special plan and purpose…

…meaning something of great importance…

…individually and as a group…

…i chose the static structures…

…i let the fluid elements be guided by fate…

…static and fluid joined together in something personal and unique…

…made for only one person…

…for only her they’ll work…

…each idea and every thought…

…from the awful, messed-up printing…

…to the kitschy, americana flair…

…and as i’m looking at them now…

…i see an unintentional, but welcome aspect…

…perhaps it was divine providence or maybe lady luck…

…but, the cards and tray, turned out with a vegas splash of flash…

…like maybe elvis or liberace conspired right along with me…

…i’ve never taken as long or expended as much thought…

…in any other gift that i’ve made anyone…

…i’m sorry, but i remembered something…

…right before they began their journey…

…i will get it done, later on today…

…and only after that, i’ll send them on their way…

…please know that you made a difference and an impact in my life…

…maybe someday you’ll give me another reading…

…using these very intuitive cards…

…until that time comes, please enjoy your list…

…have those bold adventures…

…soak up and revel in the beauty…

…that is our pacific northwest…