…the girls, buggs, and i went to the lake today…lake mead, home of the hoover dam. it actually wasn’t too hot today, only 93°. that makes me want to gag when, “i hear myself say that!!” god…i hate the desert…it messes with your mind and your heart.
i feel like i’m paying my karmatic dues for all of my sins…one day when i emerge from this place…my soul will be blameless and shameless…and, my heart will no longer be grieving and broken. or, at least that’s what i keep telling myself.
today, baptism, purification, relaxation. girls swam. buggs and i took photos, people watched, and hung out in the car. i’m still not feeling that great and am waiting to hear the results of friday’s ultrasound. didn’t want to tempt fate and be in the middle of nowhere.