…my therapist called it to my attention during our last session. she told me that the focus, drive, and determination that i had a few weeks ago, was all but gone. she told me that i seemed distracted, so much so, that she wondered what i was being distracted by.
i think that was her way of insinuating that perhaps i had started up another treacherous, online affair. i think that she was both surprised and disappointed, when i told her that nothing fabulous like that was going on. she infuriates the hell out of me
she conveniently pushed some important facts from her realm of consciousness. she forgot that i recently began rigorous workouts, more cardio, working more, sleeping less, and having to go for lots of testing.
my attention has gotten pulled in many different directions. i am unable to focus. i am scattered.