july 21, 2017…

today, i am grateful for…

…a wonderful email from my friend. it was received a few days ago, but i’m still feeling much gratitude today. it was very unexpected and very appreciated. it made me feel re-inspired to write and keep moving in the right direction…

…an early morning walk with buggs before it got too hot and humid…

…three cups of coffee enjoyed on the patio with buggs, as the sun came up…

…my god a whole glorious chunk of quiet time without r*****d, from 0500 until 1344. it was heavenly. i got a lot of writing done and didn’t have to compete with r*****d for control of my hearing, thoughts, or sanity…

…a delicious dinner created by w***y…

…my adorable, silly clown of a dog, buggs. who today discovered peanuts and his love of them. i dropped one on my stomach and left it there waiting to see what would happen, as he had been watching me eat them very carefully. i watched him, as he allowed his curiosity to get the best of him. he sat and focused on the peanut for the longest time, but then, very slowly he crept forward until he was just about there and then, he stopped. he stared at that peanut, until he could no longer stand it anymore. he then, swooped in, grabbed it and jumped onto the floor, where he proceeded to chew it up and swallow it. and then, he jumped back up on me looking for more. he stared at me, until i gave him just one more…

…my friend and her sister arriving back at lax safe and sound, from mn…

…a day off from work, errands, and exercise after losing all day yesterday…

…being able to have the freedom to leave and go anywhere, at anytime. it’s absolutely blissful to know that i have a car, a full tank of gas, very few possessions, and a dog. we could really do it…we could do it right now…tonight!! go home that is…it’s incredibly possible and i know that now…

i am growing stronger and healthier everyday. i am becoming more secure and confident in myself. i am worthy and deserving of love.

namaste.

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