i realized it earlier today.
that i’ve done this over and over, again.
and, not just during this go around.
oh, i’m sure that there’s been more.
that’s my fucking problem.
i can’t learn my one simple lesson.
to keep my mouth shut and my fingers quiet.
i’m guessing that it ends this way every time.
i don’t know, because i’ve never evolved past this point.
perhaps, we’ll see…