tonight’s meditation is on gratitude and forgiveness. forgiveness is something that i have struggled with over the years.
i’ve never had a problem forgiving. i forgive easily and completely both my ex and m****a couldn’t fathom that.
they saw it as a weakness, especially when it comes to my family, because i repeatedly forgive and i’m repeatedly disappointed.
but to me, the point of the matter is to release myself from their negativity and their karma, maximize my positivity.
i’ve forgiven constantly over the years, in the hope of being loved and valued, as a daughter or sister, but it’s never happened.
now, i have to set and enforce very strict boundaries. and only then, will the disappointment/forgiveness cycle end.