i have a lot of stuff going on in my life. i had the “one to one” conversation about, austin, yesterday with the ex.
quite honestly, i have some things that i am going to say, but today is thanksgiving and not the time to waste on that business.
i will say that, i spent the last three days, feeling like shit, crying, and being angry…livid in fact.
i was broken, devastated, shocked, and hurt repeatedly. i tried to ease my pain, by going out into nature, hiking, shooting, creating, and just disengaging.
so, in order to be present and here for myself and my friends, i’m putting this aside for the moment.