here i am…

here i am…

i have so many thoughts running through my head right now…

i have so many feelings flooding my heart and mind, continually…

here i am…

trying to focus, all damn day long..

trying to write, since six am…

here i am…

with great things to write about…

with exciting things to share…

here i am…

with three different drafts, instead of finished posts…

with three completely different ideas, topics, and subject matters…

here i am…

one distraction, after another…

one aggravation, after another…

here i am…

nine hours later, with nothing to post…

nine hours later, and not even close…

here i am…

wondering if anyone even cares, other than me…

dreaming of what i want to say…

here i am…

it’s very complicated, frustrating, and irritating…

it keeps me off-guard, tension, and resentment building…

here i am…

i just want to write, focus, and be without interruption…

i just want to revel in what i’ve learned, embrace it, and make it my own…

here i am…

hear me, listen to what i have to say, know that i mean my words…

see me, look at how far i’ve come, watch me as i become “future” me…

here i am…

learning, growing, changing, and becoming…

grounded, balanced, confident, and hopeful…

here i am…

endlessly patient, full of gratitude, and waiting to share abundance…

ready for unlimited possibilities, open-minded, and full of love…

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