august 27, 2016…

today, i am grateful for…

…good friends that check on me, when they haven’t heard from me…grace, ki, and sarah…

…wendy and jenny who took me on a “field trip” today…

…a cooler day, 90°…

…nevada pure…

…the ninety-nine cent store…

…distractions…

…conversation…

…my own room again…

…lyrica…

…being strong, gaining strength and endurance…

…being physically healthy and well…

…maintaining my weight loss, diet, and activity level…

…a brand new c-pap machine…

…good news on the beach, and wa situation…

…ice cold water with lemon…

…ear candles…

i am really struggling, but the thing that keeps me going, is my desire to prove everybody wrong. i am mentally and emotionally drained, and absolutely used up, but having a great therapist and emdr, will help. i am angry, at everybody, at nobody, at myself…i am the most idiotic, brilliant person that i know, but i am determined to not let it consume me.

i am worthy of love. i am deserving of happiness and joy. i am open to endless possibilities.

mandate.

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