things that i can remember…

…the last time i heard my mother exhale (@4:30 am, may 23, 2015.)…

…the last thing that my dad said to me (“that speaks to the type of person you are.”)…

…the last thing that i told my dogs before i left washington (“mama’s coming back. she’s not abandoning you. she’s visiting her mama.”)…

…the last thing that i said to my dog, gunther (“mama loves you always. please come back…please visit me…please show me that there is more than this. please tell your brother’s samson and dieter, that i love them, and that i will join you all very soon. you’ve been the love of my life.”)…

…the last thing that my sister and i, fed to grandma w. (a skor candy bar.)…

…the first things that i was afraid of (the devil, fire, and my dad.)…

…the first thing that i ever got suspended from school for (being dared to tell mrs. jones, to “fuck off,” in the first grade.)…

…the first person, besides family, that i ever kissed (david hodge, in the first grade.)…

…the first girlfriend, who proposed to me (my first girlfriend, paula.)…

…the last time i got drunk (in 2006, at an opening, at our art gallery…drinking pinot. i made an ass out of myself, in front of sarah and her sister, because i had still not been honest with, kelly. later, they drove me back to my place, but along the way, i decided to open the car door while going across the i-205 bridge.)…

…the last woman that i enjoyed meeting on a blind date’s scent/fragrance (patchouli, incense, and unidentified citrus.)…

…the last bagel that i ever ate (cranberry/lemon with lots of butter, in december 2015.)…

…the first woman that i ever physically saw myself marrying (it’s neither here, nor there.)…

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