life, as i know it…

not enjoying, not loving, not feeling…anything.

coping, going through the motions, existing…barely.

empty, used up, hollow…completely.

tired, exhausted, burnt out…altogether.

tongue-tied, twisted, trepidatious…throughout.

blurry eyed, feint of heart, aching feet…physically.

over thinking, thoughts racing, mind spinning…mentally.

sad and crying, melancholy and staring, worried and thinking…emotionally.

meditating, visualizing, manifesting…spiritually.

down, but not out…by myself, but not alone…very sad, but not completely hopeless.

not going to stop…not going to check out…not going to cheat on diet.

trying my best…applying myself…pushing myself to the limit.

losing weight…losing inches…losing part of my problem, everyday.

i will be patient…i will wait…i will continue to breathe, one day at a time.

walking faster and further…sweating and feeling the burn…rebuilding muscle and strength…physically.

trying to focus my thoughts…trying to quiet the chatter and self doubt…trying to keep my brain busy…mentally.

trying to live in gratitude…trying to love myself more…trying to re-build my confidence…emotionally.

i radiate peace…i am enlightened, from within…i share my love, with those who need/want it…spiritually.

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