sick in mt…

i never thought that there would come a day…

that my physical skills and talents, would fade away…

that my memory would end up failing me…

that my spirit would be broken, unable to fly free…

ms, the gift that just keeps on giving…

mt, with god-awful “healthcare,” is where i’m stuck living…

here i am a mystery, a medical hot potato, a crazy talker…

my “doctor” sees me coming…there he goes, he’s a really quick walker…

they don’t regularly monitor my inr, cbc, or pro-time…

medical “professionals” here, are not in their prime…

giving me steroids, over and over, regardless of cause…

substandard treatment and discrimination…regardless of laws…

left to suffer through a painful rash, swelling, and itchy hives…

they don’t care, until it hits close to home, and touches their lives…

their attitudes are dismissive, authoritarian, and arrogant…

they have shown themselves, as they truly are shortsighted and ignorant…

i don’t go to see them, unless i don’t have a choice…

even if i do, and i speak, they neither hear, nor understand my voice…

my god, should i ever have a massive heart attack, or stroke…

please make it quick and painless…take my life…that’s no joke…

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